I'm a trainwreck.
I'm a mess.
But I'm gonna take you dancing
Put on your party dress
- Old 97s
Tired. Edgy. Lethargic. Slow. Mad. Sad. Scared. What irrational emotion did I forget?
I'm less than a month out from my first 100 - Zion 100. I don't feel ready. I don't feel strong.
I am constantly worried about my knee. I'm not 100% certain it's going to cooperate.
I am worried my nutrition.
I am worried that I didn't train hard enough.
I am worried about being DFL.
I need to find my self confidence. I seem to have misplaced it. I'll find it before May 11. I always do. It's just gonna be a long 3 weeks battling myself in my head...